Yuurei no Monogatari

yuurei no monogatari~ghost story~

where have you been?
who are you with?
there are so many whispers
like tiny little breezes
they form a drift for your heart...
I should let go--
when this is over i'll be able to tell you another sad story


I remembered you again suddenly
is another season ending?
it's been so long without you--
this emptiness became almost comfortable...
I want to let go--
but I'm afraid of a painful ending...

I've learned to ignore when it hurts,
but I can't help but notice you've stopped sharing secrets...
I've learned to embrace loneliness and hide weakness...
even still this masked heart will eventually explode...
~I only pretended to be that strong~

I've been here before...
my footsteps feel familiar...
how many times will I make this same journey?
I'm just going to stop halfway...
I don't want to meet you here...
I need to turn around, let go,
my back becomes a wall that shuts out memories...

I've learned to ignore when it hurts,
but I can't help but notice you've stopped sharing secrets...
I've learned to embrace loneliness and lie about weakness...
even still this masked heart is about to explode...
~I was only pretending to be that strong~

I'm falling...
this carefully crafted facade
is crumbling beneath me
caught up by the wind--
i'm fluttering broken wings--
love is an illusion
like a mirage in the desert--
and my heart is dying of thirst...

gaining and losing infinitely
I'm the ghost and the one who is haunted
trapped in repetition
I understand now...
whether it's the end or the beginning doesn't matter
because it's always always the same story...